THE BOY&GIRL ♥


HER
Nikita de souza
Turning sixteen
Red & black
Music is important to me
I believe in unicorns
& I love ally baby.

WISHLIST
repierce snakebites
PINK PSP
UNICORN TEE
POLORIDE CAMERA
ACTIONSAMPLER CAMERA
webcam for mac
new handphone
BAPE SHOES
new flats
girl boxers


GOSSIP




PLAYLIST


GOODBYE

x. Rachel
x. Vanessa
x. Evangeline
x. Maria
x. Sasha
x. Audrey Tan
x. Nick
x. Madee
x. Dorcas
x. Ng Min
x. Tricia Yeo
x. Helen
x. Syq
x. Judy Tan
x. Shiqin
x. Faris
x. Prince
x. Phy
x. Tia
x. Nicki
x. Diyanah
x. Audreywong
x. Akim
x. Venetia
x. aL
x. Ath
x. Nita
x. Ash
x. Dan
x. Syaz
x. Watt
x. Marlina
x. Natt
x. Vien
x. Zea
x. Fyra
x. Bart
x. Kak lin
x. Nikita`s friendster
x. Nikita`s myspace
x. complainabouteverything
x. DAISHO DISCREET
x. PBCLG`s myspace
x. Cohrod syndrome myspace grp
x. Pukiwarriors


GRATITUDE

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Friday, October 19, 2007

so i decided to take time from my sleep
which i'm left with around 4hrs
to blog about how things have been going.

So far right now,
life's been alright really.
I've had a few ups & downs within the first
week of the holidays but it seems like
things are alright now.

i've finally gotten myself a job
at coffee bean at payar lebar i start work probably end of oct.
so drop on by whenever your free (:

Im going to be working for the megadeth
& heaven&hell concert with syg
which is going to be great fun cause we get to
dress up for halloween. :D
we plan to go as fallen angels from consantine.
syg's going to get the wings tomorrow & dye mine black (:
cant wait.

recently. ive been a little stressed
up with family problems. and my parents
have finally settled on a solution.
as much as this solution sounds fun..
it kindda scares me as i know
the responsibilities i now have to bear would be higer.
i know my time schedule would be as tight as ever
and i would definatly lose contact with many of my friends..

But throughout this difficult time..
syg has always been there for me..
He has seriously been honest with everything..
despite how much the truth hurt.
He has offered to do so many things to help me out.
and i appreciate everything.
I've promised to stop thinking negativly.
i hope i can fufill my promises to him.
I truely love him very much..

I have a feeling the year 2008 would be an
interesting one..
i cant wait for it to come by though (:
it seems like i blog less and less..
this proves something.

i am changing.
might it be for the better or worse
i dont care.
right now. i only care for these people.

1) my mum
2) my adek
3) my mum's side of the family
4) my bf
5) a few of my friends

thats all. i know it sounds selfish.
but. hey. thats life nowadays.
anyway i seriously need to go to bed.
ive got school tmr
& it kindda sucks. nights.

Nikita
xoxoxo


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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Happy birthday to meee :DD
i'm finally sixteen bitchasssz!

I CAN BE A BRAT TODAY
LIKE THOSE BRATS IN SWEET SIXTEEN hahaha
NOT.
:P

NC16 movies here i come (heh big deal -_____-)
thanks to everyone who wished me
or got me presents :D
i really appreciate everything!
hehe *giggles*
u guys have a great raya!

Ps, i still think the 4 spastic boys ahem ahem (willy , kamarul, kamarul nye kawan & danial
get the award for the best birthday wish yet! HAHA :D when will u boy ever stop
being spastic? <3) toodles!

Nikita
xoxoxo


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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Hey people, right its been
a long time since ive done a proper
post and i decided today would be
the day haha!

Anyway ive got four papers down
and only three more to go.
Hurra! ^____^
The excitement of it all is killing me
in anticipation.
I want this to be over & done
so badly. haha! [:
holidayss *does a lil dance*
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Ive been pretty messed up
the pass few days,
i get irritaited at the slighted things,
i get grumpy real quickly,
i think of negative thoughts.
& yet, despite all of these "signs" of my
period coming soon, it has't.
& it gets more
F.U.S.T.R.A.T.I.N.G
when you hurt someone
unconciously.

*pouts* ):
im sorryyyyyy x10000
to whom ever i've hurt.
I truely am,
i had no rights to vent my anger on
you guys just because im having a tough time.
& ive realised my mistake.
and i promise to change my ways
as quickly as i can. ♥

yup2! anyway today i was insearch of
presents. Yes, many presents to look for.
The one thing i hate about getting presents
for people is buying something really2 nice
for them and ending up keeping it to yourself
cause you realise

"Hey! i just realised this is cool & im gonna keep it.."

tsktsk, nikita2. haha!
i was walking around with maria,
and we decided to pop by toyRus,
saw momok there wif her friend
& we chatted for a while (:
then i had to go home
cause apparently daddy's coming home early
but juding from the looks of it
im home alone yet again huahua. [:

Besok mummy wanna meet to collect
my baju raya. and buy my adek's baju
& kasot. :DD woot.
excited. $_$

hehe okay luh i shall end here,
hopefully i'll blog again after nlevels
im so malas. HAHA.
toodles bby's!!
oh & i miss my boyfiee alot. )):
*muacks2*
take care ♥
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Nikita
xoxoxo


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