THE BOY&GIRL ♥


HER
Nikita de souza
Turning sixteen
Red & black
Music is important to me
I believe in unicorns
& I love ally baby.

WISHLIST
repierce snakebites
PINK PSP
UNICORN TEE
POLORIDE CAMERA
ACTIONSAMPLER CAMERA
webcam for mac
new handphone
BAPE SHOES
new flats
girl boxers


GOSSIP




PLAYLIST


GOODBYE

x. Rachel
x. Vanessa
x. Evangeline
x. Maria
x. Sasha
x. Audrey Tan
x. Nick
x. Madee
x. Dorcas
x. Ng Min
x. Tricia Yeo
x. Helen
x. Syq
x. Judy Tan
x. Shiqin
x. Faris
x. Prince
x. Phy
x. Tia
x. Nicki
x. Diyanah
x. Audreywong
x. Akim
x. Venetia
x. aL
x. Ath
x. Nita
x. Ash
x. Dan
x. Syaz
x. Watt
x. Marlina
x. Natt
x. Vien
x. Zea
x. Fyra
x. Bart
x. Kak lin
x. Nikita`s friendster
x. Nikita`s myspace
x. complainabouteverything
x. DAISHO DISCREET
x. PBCLG`s myspace
x. Cohrod syndrome myspace grp
x. Pukiwarriors


GRATITUDE

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

This post is for Dan (:

dan your seriously cute lah
were you emoing just now because of that?
cause you gave me a shock when you asked me
that random question
can an emo boy and an emo girl be together?
and the answer from my head was
of corse you silly emo homo :D
and i'm not angry or anything (:
just dont be too emo alright.
i had fun just now so yeah
take care <3

and yes luh,
i do know you love me
the way i love you :D
*pinches you & runs away yet again*
ps, & i'm not kidding (: i'm the real deal. i'm for real :3

my heart-
Disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmu

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah -
sayang ku akan hilang

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldnĂ­t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart


HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENEK ♥

XOXOXO,
Nikita
later my homies.


saya cinta pada kamu ♥


Sunday, October 29, 2006







on saturday went out rayaing
with kinky and her friends! :D
first time i meet kinky and she's just like i imagined her to be haha!
crazy fun and a little bit like the younger version of my mum
HAHA :D yeah well it was hell lots of fun going out rayaing
with them cause their kindda talkative of corse
i mean that in a good way most of the people i go out with
are quite and i tend to do most of the talking'
but that day it was nice for a change to hear people talking haha :D
yeah did quite a good collection :D
i mean man were their parents generous. =]
thank u uncle and aunties. hahas!

anyway next friday & saturday have round 2 of rayaing
at my place so siape siape want to go my house for raya
tell me kay i book timing for u all
NYWAHAHA :D today was pretty boring
nothing much to doo..
must go for camp training tomorrow
but i lazy sia. LOL.

actually i'm up this late cause i'm waiting for someone to talk to me.
=/ roar conffused. but instead someone else just talked to me just now
and i was like 0_0 BLINK BLINK.
like uhh why u talking to me...but i ignored her la of corse.
hahaha i'm mean
okok only here are the raya pics [:
dont laugh
i miss talking to dan =/

xxxo,
Nikita

PS. my freaking blog has got some ghey problem.


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Thursday, October 26, 2006

haha today was the last day of school
HURRA HURRA
had mass pretty boring but "father"
was so cute he looked like santa clause. Hohoho.
haha! after that had project stc. (the name is so weird)
3mm didt win but rachel looks really pretty like some indian taj mahal princess haha!
after all the performances and stuff went to class to collect results.
quite dissapointed ]:
dropped alot but made it to sec 4na.
but still i noticed i dropped alot. hais nvm next year i swear
i'm gonna like go all the way for n level :]

after school me maria michelle des & the sec 1J clique
we all went to vivocity
its heaven there i swear the rooftop just so kickass its hell better then esplanade. (just the rooftop)
but esplanade is still my 2nd home HAHA ;D
anyway! we saw joyce there. haha and des made some joke about her and some other girl in her class
and it was a nice joke but funny at the same time
then me & maria & michelle laughed so hard and loud
that she turnned then i was like OMFG LOL!
but i couldt be much bothered if she is angry or not keep giving me attitude face what the hell la
never do anything to her right =_=
yehhh then it rained

me maria des and michelle were like crazy when it rainned
we ran & played in the rain & stuff then we played in the pool of water
maria threw my shoes into the water and my whole uni and shoes were wet.
i was practically a walking sponge.
haha yeah some people looked at us from the distance through the rain
but we were having too much fun to really care at all! :D

after that went home then kusmi took out disc 1 of my heart
so i joinned her again in malay movie marathon LOL
i cried. AGAIN watching my heart i swear that show is just a heartbreaker.
then watched puteri junung ledang that one is kindda interesting. :)
sweet la haha! like royal romance haha! hang tuah and the sultan eee yuck the sultan
so ugly lah =_= so many wife ISH ISH ISH tak malu.

umm then went online chatted with Kinky, ruby, Dan, Roshan and others.
daddy came home nagging as usual. crap ass. i swear.
UHHH then what arh oh yeah kinky invited me to go rayaing tomorrow with her friends so yup! tomorrow
going rayaing with kinky & other people i have never met before.
HAHA :) this should be interesting

thats all for today i guess :)
i want my phone to be fix or get a new phone was thinking of nokia 3250
what u guys think?
TAGGG and tell me <3

later peeps, ♥
Nikita
somewhere over the rainbow.
nikita sits on a cloud :D


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Sunday, October 15, 2006





And those are the photo's taken on friday
minus him. yay i hate him even though he got me a present
like at the last min i'm a bitch whatever.
anyway i hate daddy & will forever hate him
cause he likes to vent his anger on me & to whack me whenever he feels like it
i can no longer stand his childish behaviour so fuck him fuck him fuck him
i dont care if this is the ramadam period whatsoever FUCK HIM
U HEAR ME? FUCK HIS ULTRA FUCKING EGO. THERE. I. SAID. IT. I HATE HIM.
okok now nikita is chilled.
hear this justin timberlake song.
haha! i just so adore it.
can i see us holding hands walking down the beach with our toes in the sand ♥
eeek! so classic. just ignore the beggining
its a little ghey with the cow bells.



later,
Nikita


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Thursday, October 12, 2006

haha yesterday was my birthday,
i wasnt really feeling excited or anything
infact i didt feel anything.

i did my lit & ss exam papers in the morning
before school eneded i
received a cute thingy toy from evan
a teddy bear from audreywong,rebecca & yossie
a really nice card from audreytan
umm yeah and wishes from the rest

when i came home it was pretty much
me studying for exam papers the following day.
received flowers from mummy. she's sweet i love my mum.
daddy & me gave each other the cold shoulders.
we just cant communicate i swear.
ummm but i received $50 from daddy & aunty jeniffer
so. thats $100 i just gotta wait till hari raya
and pray hard that i'll have enough to buy my
nintendo ds lite. yerrrp.

whatelse. hmmm today after school went out with maria & evan
and judy tricia & the rest they didt know how to go
to esplanade rooftop haha so classic.
so me & maria taught them.
cute sia they all. ummm after that me evan maria went to suntact city's
rooftop it was freaking fun there i swear.
the sprinklers went on when me & maria were sitting on the grass but
i got up in time & maria got wet LOL :)
okay yerrrp thats the only interesting thing that happened through out my week.

boring huh. yerp. my life's pretty screwed. so yeah whatever.
haha nights :3 thanks maria & michelle & evan for making today
the best "post birthday" thingy for me haha :) i needed it.


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Sunday, October 08, 2006

yesterday & todays sucks balls.
i lost a good friend & gained a new enemy.
woo fantastic. all thanks to nikita's ULTRA ego
& stupid pmsing. i swear i'd rather be friends with you
then lose you as a friend just cause of this stupid phase. yeah.

vien : what shoe... yeah his shoe. but dunno lar.
mkay : lol... we're not together (:


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Thursday, October 05, 2006

hey peeps (:
yesterday went out
to study at bugis library
omg lar i swear another chemistry equation
to remember and my brain cells will eventually die
out of extingsion. (nikita's spelling sucks balls)

after that suppose to go look for syaz's and ajin's birthday present
went to bugis street the stuff there are actually seriously nice!
and not to mention cheep! but the band tee's there
look hardcore gheysom.
it looks so, cheep-ass shit. ahaha! :D

yeahh didt manage to find anything nice there
for them so went to suntact city
once there went on a hunt
high and low larr. but most of the shops were selling like sentimental stuff.

didt really wanna get them sentimental stuff.. wantted to
get them something crazy ahaha! :D went from stupid giftshops
to carfore to minitoons and still nothing lar.
before of giving up
this OH SO WONDERFUL shop appears out of no where. *i'm so drama* =_=
yeah its a classic place u plastic people go to
when you were kids.
yeah in there finally found them the cutest couple gift :)

^_^ okay thats all tomorrow malay exam
BOLOX!!! ahahaha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NETIA :D
later peeps.

xxxo,
Nikita ♥


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Monday, October 02, 2006

friday was crazy
i felt angry sad and well confussed.
but i have great friends vien, syaz and willy ♥
haha thank you guys and girl for making "sitting in the playground"
super fun Haha! (:

saturday's plan for drinking
was ruinned by rain BOO.
so, alex willy & nikita watched john tucker must die.
haha kindda cool ((:
and the rest of the day was nice

sunday plans were almost ruinned
but he agreed to follow me to watch evangeline
and flowers. haha yay (:
guess i've gotten over the asshole really quick.
probably cause we never really had anything in comment
and he never did respect me.
haha i'm just hopeing we dont screw this beautiful thing we have right now ♥

oh yeah psssst, nine days hehe.
later guys oh yeah one last thing
STOP POSTING ABOUT ME ON MYSPACE BULLITIN.
I'M NOT DUMB DORRRR.. =_= i know its about me argh
still love u asswipe.

xxxo,
Nikita


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