Wednesday, January 17, 2007
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yesterday's first date was perfect (:
talking on first dates make me feel calm
of corse i had the butterflies in my tummy before i met him
and maria's smses to calm me down naturally didt help at all. haha!
but after 15mins of silence & a little akwardness
everything when fine.
and when you played with my hair
my heart skiped faster then usual. haha!
lets see where this first date will lead (:
xxo,
Nikita <3
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
second day of school!
hmm today was pretty arite
comparing to first day
the lessons before recess were hell boring
but i loved pe. (:
kept me awake.
drank coffee for recess that made me happy too.
then had geo love my geo teacher. i'm satisfied
and miss koh! haha we all missed her very much.
urms what else. thats pretty much it
went home early
and it rained. so yay [:
today nick and me were trying to solve a mystery
haha (: we're confussed about something but yeah shall
not say much about this matter.
urms, i know i just talked to mdm mas about a particular matter
her advice is good but why cant i seem to apply her good advice onto my matter?
what am i holding back? i guess this is who i really am.
i'm afraid of letting go of the past.
i throw evrything i have before me before looking at the conciquences.
and i dont have regretes just dissapointments
xxxo,
nikita
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
first day of school hmm
boring.
it sucks to wake up at 5am in the morning.
take a train where everyone is packed like sardines
get off at tiong bahru all tired and then get squashed again in the bus...
anyway on the first day of school,
nikita has already broken school rules.
hoho talk about tough luck.
my hair wast dyed properly?
still could see red highlights under the fucking cheebai sun.
then had to sit at the netball court only to realise that
the number of people who didt dye back their hair this real has decreased in number
from last year. crap.
yeah anyway i fell asleep during bio. :l
me & praveena couldt pay attention one word. BORINGGG.
errr. after school went to see mdm mas.
we talked about how my holidays went.
i was kindda emotional trying to tell her about what happened during the past week.
she gave me a hug and a cookie. <3
haha :D thats why i love her. grrr.
anyway she made me realise that if i truely really do love him as a friend
i'd truely be happy for him and i wouldt be jealous in anyway
and on the way home on the train i kindda realised what she said was true.
i did love him and i still do love him
but i never did love him as a couple way.
i loved him as my truely close friend (:
i now understand ^_^
now all i need is someone to layan me when
i'm bored ]:
one more word before i head to bed.
BORRRINGGGGGG.
oh & ps.
i miss everyone alot even though its only been a few days since we've meet ]:
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
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