Monday, September 03, 2007
Yesterday my heart pounded
faster & faster as i knew
where our conversation would eventually lead to.
I was't surprised when my gut feeling had
turned to reality.
I frozed & didt say a word
in hope for it to be a mistake,
an error, or maybe a dream.
anything but the truth.
But it was my silence
that saved me from that horrible nightmare,
as tears rolled town my eyes.
I was shedding ever tear for you
that night.
As you saw this,
you hugged me tight & ensured
me everything would be alright.
I knew you'd never hurt me like this.
I knew what you said was meant for me in the future,
i just felt so afraid at that point,
& after you made me understood what i avoid
to understand at times.
It came clear to me that you really
helping me
& never did hurt me,
at all.
I think finally understand
what real love meant that night.
I always wanted a fantasy love,
but you made me learn
a new kind of love.
A relistic one, a one where i would now
look for from you.
& i'm so appreciative
deep down inside,
cause you've helped me at so many things
that you probably never knew.
Thank you for yesterday,
you made me love you like
i loved you all over again.
I wish i could spend every hour, minute, second of my life with you.
To be burried in your arms.
To sleep soundly next to you.
Just to see your smile everyday. ♥
Take care off your leg & recover soon okay honey?
Then we can go out again and have fun ♥
& another thing sayang
baby thinks your simply
wonderful.
Thank you sayang for being here,
to teach me things that no one
would teach me.
To make me understand,
what i dont bother to understand.
To make me speak up
when i hide my feelings inside
but most of all,
Thank you syg for making me
love you like i loved no boy before. ♥
I ♥ you Ahmad Fazli
I really do.
Nikita
xoxoxo
saya cinta pada kamu ♥
