Thursday, August 23, 2007
Its finally thursday,
& time is definatly not by my side.
Ive got heeps of work & studying to finish up
and yet i get so easily distracted by
this man made box.
Argh what makes this damn man made box
so ammusing that i have to go and stare at
its damn screen everyday.
fustrating indeed.
hmm, i've also noticed that
ive gone back to being my negative self.
This is bad. expacially at this critical time.
I have to start motivating myself again,
it cant be that hard can it?
N levels..
the thing sounds pretty harmless but boy
does it do real harm to the one who'd miss judge it.
& Im not gonna take any chances, but dang
am i LAZY
i have to admit.
i am pretty god damn lazy.
must change
must improve
must do well.
i just must must must! :l
well, at least for my mother who's
gone through so much for me & my brother ♥
Oh well onto better & more postive things.
I'm meeting him this sunday! *shrieks in sheer joy*
I've missed that boy terribly.
i want him by my side in my arms,
just to see that smile once more.
its been 2 weeks but it definatly felt longer then that.
I miss you honey and i cant wait for sunday.
Oh & i might be getting my hair cut on sunday
to see if it suits me for raya! :D
if it doest at least ive got a
month before it grows back. (:
oh joy. i'm actually pretty
afraid but the earlier the better.
Here's a picture on how i hope it'd look like:
Okay i gotta go now. i need to force myself
to continue studying or im gonna be left far behind.
Nikita
xoxoxo
saya cinta pada kamu ♥
