My thoughts at the moment are very contradicting. I'd go on & on about how nice something was but be so worked up and fustrated and confussed and a whole lot of other emotions when something goes very fishy. I dont like this feeling at all. have to trust my gut instict. but right now i feel as though my guts are all sqished up and not responding to me when i need them the most. rawr. i just cant wait for it to all end. i need my social life back badly. & i just wanna hang around and not give a fuck in the world.
