people say that good things come to people who wait. it sounds like something easy to achieve, but i know it ist. it takes time, willpower and a whole lot of gut. its hard to be the only one who knows. and i admit, it gets a little painful as time goes by. we can only keep this between us, cause yesterday meant everything to me, even if it was for a little while. Ive never shared what ive shared to anyone before. ignorence is all that we can do. & i hope you'll be there for me cause i really need you. i'm afraid of being alone. i really truely am.