okay today was a little weird, i woke up at around 12 or 1pm felt hungry as fuck. i only had lunch like yesterday went out, missed fireworks argh. saw him after like forever and he kept smiling. im suprised he noticed me. i thought he'd forget how i look like i dont want to think much though cause he's hurt me too much before. I've found someone else who makes me smile each and every day, makes me laugh whenever im feeling down and makes me feel like a million dollars each time i am around him. so just stop being an idiot and trying to make me fall back for you again. NOT GONNA HAPPEN
