Made muffins today. they looked weird, but tasted pretty good. oh well, Im missing my baby so fucking much. roar, but at least now im doing everything i promised that i would do & putting in my all for him. He's the reason why i wanna continue. I just hope i make him proud of me. cause i sure am proud of him. Somethings wrong with my inner organs. Im not sure what. but it gets harder to breath at night and it really hurts. oh well. I guess another trip to the doctor? somethings so not right with me but i just cant figure out what. (ps, im not emo my internal organs are really hurting me.)
