yesterday i went out with syg at first it was okay but things got a little messy after the conversation with my mum, once it got all settled the trip back home was the perfect remedy after all's that been happening. Anyway, baby is sorry about yesterday sweets it was clearly all my fault. i'm just not very good with moodswings (: i'll promise you i'll change & learn to handle my moodswings better next time anyway i hope you liked the letter & the cookie & the bear it was very random but i felt like it (: ♥ i love you sweetcheeks. anyway one more day till the weekend is here and monday is movie date with syg! WOOT. transformers. :] yeahhh ♥ hehe
Nikita xoxoxo
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
I miss my mum I miss my fun & unforgetable holidays most of all, i miss my sweetcheeks ♥
i so hate school, 7 weeks to prelims. lets get it over & done with already..
Nikita xoxoxo
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
Apparently ive got new enemy's among me okay, i can handle this on my own you wanna get sacarstic with me go right ahead, i believe in karma & i know i aint do shit to you so just back off bitches & hoes.
OH, it must be so hard living in a perfect family. Living with two parents who are still happy married & having most things at the snap of your fingers its such a tiring thing to get through everyday aint it?
I cant stand bitches like you girls. You look at me differently & why? is it because oh well, lets see... 1) My parents are divorced (oh & maybe the fact that you bitches know that i hang out with my friends more cause you know i find love through friends?) 2) I'm in normal acedemic & you girls are in express & special stream (oh wow guess who's not only rich but brainy too.) 3) The group of friends i hang out with are mostly malays & you girls being oh typical steriotype thinkers, would immediatly judge them to be MATS & MINAHS. oh yeah & me hanging out with them would automatically put me in the minah category. 4) I appreciate the different side of life then what you girls would probably have never seen in your whole teenage life 5) oh & yeah lots not forget the infamous peircings i got that made almost (half of the entire world think) i've changed for the worse 6) Last of all my bf. You bitches are probably just plain jealous that i've got an ace boyfriend. I wouldt say he's perfect But thats what makes him perfect. His imperfections that make me realise he is too human. (boys have feelings too bitches. yess, they aint robots dont think for a minute that every relationship that goes wrong in you're girl's life has to be fully blamed by boys. You girls can be a real pain in the butt from time to time)
Now that i've got that all settled. I've got school tomorrow so i'd just like to say the holidays has been real ace cause my best friends, the gang, my ace boyfriend has been there to support me throughout this whole month :D you guys are simply the best BIG HUG :]
ps, mummy! your coming home tomorrow! :') i'm glad ive missed you dearly. good night people
Nikita xoxoxo
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Friday, June 22, 2007
syg, thank you so much for this week. Thank you for being there to comfort me in this crucial part of my life. I know you have been busy & tired with the wedding, work & your chalet. But i'm glad its all over i hope you get enough rest to start the next month which is coming soon. I'd just like everyone to know that i am truely madly in love with AHMAD FAZLI and my heart will only beat this strong for this special boy! *muacks muacks* thank you oh yeah and here are new pictures <3
Nikita xXxOoXoXoOoX (little kiss, big kiss, little kiss, big hug, little hug,big kiss, little hug,big kiss, little hug, big hug, little hug, big kiss ♥)
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
wow, im experiencing a new emotion I've never felt before. imissmymumsomuch & ihateihateiseriouslyhatemydad Why cant he just accept me as who i am. Why cant he just understand that i am partially malay too. Why cant he just grow up and grow out from the divorce that took back 6yrs back. Everyone has moved on. Why cant you? and i hate it when you talk about mummy or my nenek. even though your my dad you have no rights to talk dirt behind their back. i will not tolerate any of this anymore. you have gone just abit way too far this time.
Anyway people dont call my house this whole week. I dont think i'm going to be there. If you cant reach me on my hp call my mum's house. (64435043) i'll be staying there before school starts i think
Nikita xoxoxo
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Monday, June 18, 2007
yesterday i went for syg's brother's wedding it was quite interesting (:but the food is ace :D very yummy indeed and the couple looked happy on their wedding day thats good (: hehe anyway today i plan to go out with syikin & nick to vivo cause its seriously boring & i think i got alot of sleep hehe! :D anyway here's the vide for brokeback mountain during the chalet :P enjoy! hehe!
PICTURES (from b'day chalet) ♥ daddy being high on LG.
Faz stop posing siaaa :D but this is a nice picture of him though haha!
syg why never masak for me! haha! kidding (: smokey eyes hahaw!
what am i doing arh..? haha..? hmm
brokeback mountain part 1
brokeback mountain part 2
brokeback mountain part 3
my oh so ever spastic dad FIDOOO. :D
an ever gay picture of me & syg (: i look stttooopid.
Thats all for now folks! i'll try getting the video's for brokeback mountain activities soon if i can ;D see you peeps ♥ Nikita xoxoxo
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
yesterday went to ton at the B'day chalet at changi i have to admit that place was pretty huge & kick ass for a party only problem is that its seriously freky. expacially since its just behind old changi hospital. hollyyy. Anyway, i just wanna wish syg & nick happy b'day once again hope the both of you had fun (: ♥ love you both the most special people in my life.
Anyway, i just remembered that ive got a wedding to attend tomorrow & the only pair of heals that matches what im wearing tmr is fucking high & i have trouble walking innit. I am so screwed. Oh yeah & i dont have a bag to bring tmr. so yeahh i am seriously screwed.
I WANNA APOLOGISE TO SAW. im sry i didt go for your bike/skate comp tdy! )): i was seriously tired from the chalet do forgive me :D <3 oh & yes new profile song i digggg this one so much :D
will upload pictures & videos from chalet a.s.a.p take care kiddos
Nikita xoxoxo
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
Nikita has bad bad bad flue & sore throught today..this sucks i seriously want to get better by tomorrow.. If not i'll be sad.. and my whole vision of tmr's party would just go down the drain ): oh well im gonna bath & get some rest wish me luck that i get better (:
ps, Stop trying to be nice to me when your alone but act big & tough when your with your friends & new gf. I'm not dumb. I told you we're over.
Nikita xoxoxo
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Today went to syikins house to get the last presents done sykins house nice siaa :D besarrr & super cute looks so indie. Lol & her cat omgzz. cute giler babi! :D after that went to penin to get her present wahh mahal tapi tak pe (: i just want everyone to be happy this friday thats my main aim luh hehe.
Anyway besok i'm going to meet elmi to celebrate his birthday omg sia. this whole week aku keluar. tsk tsk. (: oh well Anyway see you peeps this friday nikita TAK LEH TAHAN! :D
nikita xoxoxo
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Today was seriously a nice chill out day, sitting at the padang with real white chairs is actually really fun. seriously hawhaw jealous? you otta be. ;D
Anyway i think i have becomed some nigga shitzay minah idiot. omfg after not hanging out with the guys for so long i have realised my music taste has gone haywired. :P Oh well, i still think good music should be appreciated even if its techno or reggaenation or rap right nick? :D lol.
Oh yes i have managed to find all the money in my house and the money in my turtle bank and its like $80 all together i plan to buy him another present cause the present i got him looks so pathetic on its own AHAHA. i'm such a wanker. i suck at getting guys presents omg. anyway i miss him alot omg. this is bad. the less i meet him the more i yearn for him bah. i hate not meeting him bahhh its been 3 weeeeeekssssss 3 WEEEEEKSSSSS Let me enfersize it for you people
THREE WEEKS, TIGA MINGGU, SAN GE XIN QI I miss you very much lah syg ):
oh & another thing i need to enfersize to you people...
MY MYSPACE NOT WORKING. SO IS MY PHOTOBUCKET...ASAL BOLEH MACAM INI?
heh. okay imma go sleep nightnight nigga shitzays. Nikita xoxoxox
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Monday, June 11, 2007
I MISS YOU SAYANG! okay i'm missing my honey very badly the both of us have been very busy lately & havet found the time to meet each other i'm just glad i meet him that day after 2 weeks it was the perfect remedy (: baby just cant wait for this friday for nicks & syg's birthday chalet i think baby's more excited then you two luhs :D hehe anyway my syg is asleep now he's such a lazy pigg :P whole day lah tidor. tsk tsk ((: nvmm i wish him good nights rest i'm gonna hit the sack soon too hehe. night peeps! oh & lambak was fun *thumbs up* i miss my nenek & aunty & cousins badly now byebye for now!
