You dont know how much i dislike you. I wouldt exactly say i hate you cause there was a time where we had fun together But im starting to think differently of you now. and its dissapointing because i know there was a different girl i knew before this whole mess occured.
Your taking so many things away from me one by one and its getting harder for me to forgive you. You think you can just be our friend for one minute get the guys in the group to "like" you then expect to remain this way till forever? My darling girl life doest work this way. Things are starting to unfold slowly about your life. why lie? ok so you dont like the same music as us but yet you pretend you do why? i dont know if you do have a band or not. neither do the guys. but seriously its not like we're not going to be your friend just because you dont listen to the type of music we listen to you know? We arnt that pussy. friendship doest work that way you know? friendship is based alot on trust but your making me lose that trust I once had in you.
I just want to say im not just going to sit here and be gullable and watch you take everything dear to me one by one. Firstly you lied to me about my friend. you lied to me about stuff and why? i eventually found out about most of the stuff yesterday. Secondly oh yes the famous unfinished business with my boyfriend. okay i'm not going to elborate on that because im matured enough to think if you wanna be "drunk" and do stuff thats your lost of repect for yourself. but seriously.. i just feel like even if your sober and sad about stuff...taking your feelings on another person who's attached is kindda way of base. i dont blame you of corse neither do i blame my boyfriend. i just feel like you shouldt just give in. Cause then your just protaying this image of yourself. which you dont want people to know you as.
Another thing i hope you & him do work stuff over. cause both of you know your true feelings for each other. Yet your both hiding your ego's i'm sorry i have to say this but all these drama all these tears, the cuts, the lies its too Mtv and too Dramatic for me. I'm someone carefree. I cant stand this anymore someone is going to have to tell you sooner or later. If no one is gonna say it. Then well maybe i just should.
Overall. i dont hate you. I just hope you change and understand that life doest really evolve around you. everyone has their fair share of problems, hatres, denials but at the end of the day the main thing is. Give respect, take respect.
