im afraid of losing him. i wouldt lie. im right now seriously in love with him despite it being only for 4 months. & when i heard that she the girl that i recently trusted & was a listening ear for her, was high & did stuff to you i felt jealous. pretty jealous indeed. she's pretty. i admit & yeah im worried of her now. maybe i think too much, but im going to keep my eye out for her. your now angry with me why i dont even know why. i usually hardly know why you usually get angry with me but im too lazy to ask or fight today. probably cause you thought i was going out with guys or something when in actual fact i was out with my school mates. seriously, how many times do you actually hear me saying im going out with my school friends. this is like one of those rare moments. and you probably just ignored my calls when i called you cause you couldt be bothered who i was out with or something..maybe thats why your angry with me. cause you probably think im lying again. cause whenever something goes wrong. im the liar. im the one in the wrong. im the dumb one you have no idea how much i wanna cry my eyes out right now & just scream into your face and ask why is it whenever we have a nice date the next day is always shit. sigh.. nvm profile songs for you anyway.
