Saturday, December 30, 2006
i feel sad now, i dont know why really...
i was kindda happy just now but on the way back i saw you.
it kindda hurt me to know you were trying to hide away from me.
i know i might not be the girly girl you wish i was or the girl
that will always be there for you when you needed her,
but thats just who i am.
i'm nikita, i'm not your bimbo, ah lian or minah who decides
that i'm going to fuck the next guy who i think is hot.
or i'm gonna make out with whoever i see so that my status remains.
i'm happy with where i am. who i mix with.
and you trying to make me feel like i'm not that perfect "myspace" girl
is't gonna make me feel any better. so
i just want you to know that it makes me happy to know your happy.
i really dont want us to act like strangers just cause of what happened before.
it makes me happy to know she wants you the way you want her.
i just hope the next time we meet you'd acknodlage me again.
take care. <3
xxxo,
Nikita
and merry christmas and happy new years (:
saya cinta pada kamu ♥
