Sunday, November 05, 2006
fuck sia,
i hate sundays.
our conversations feel different
and i dont want it to end just here...
its funny for someone like me to
like someone this much
espacially if i really just got to know
them within a week but i really do not wish it to end
and my motherfucking emotions arnt much of a
help either.. anyway
went for gig with auji & his gf alex
it was nice
meet quite a few familiar myspace people there
meet zul like HAH! :)
Then saw kinnnn (she was a real good screamer for a girl)
then saw ahem ahem. alyssa
saw sophie that paperheart girl
haha cool huh...but then i needed a something bad
so meet aL & susu to get it
haha bought 2 new earings
bought casing yer...
then on the way home i was majourly emo..
walked around the whole neighbourhood before coming home
played with the neighbourhood cats
my mood swing was creeping in...
i felt so small fuck it.
came home fought with dad
cried non stop from 10.30 till now
11.42pm I hate you for making me always feel as though
the divorce between you and mummy was all my fucking fault
you should just get married to that bitch
and leave me alone
give me money for school and food
i'll survive your motherfucker.
i'll survive..
i dont care sia tmr i'm gonna drink my lifeaway and see
my life go up in flames.
saya cinta pada kamu ♥
