Tuesday, November 14, 2006
someone told me something
which sort of hurt me indirectly.
but when a second person said something simillar
to what the first person said.
i began to question myself.
i soon began asking a few of my closest friends
what they thought.
the nice one's tried their best to give honest yet nice opinions
and the honest one's gave me straight honesty,
which made me feel more like crap
seriously.
i'm going to starve myself.
and be like her. skinny
nice hair. flawless
but then again i dont want to lose
my identity but why do i suddenly feel.
like i have finally known the reasons to why boys use me
as a spare tire.
i dont want to hear of it
yet all they want the face the body they want the full package.
not just the personality sad to say
saya cinta pada kamu ♥
