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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

lots to post
lets start with the move on saturday.

SATURDAY
the move was hecktic.
but it wast all bad.
had the help of willy & vien.
after the move went with the both of them
around tampines at night,
played the swings while they skated.
i emoed in the end.
roar.

SUNDAY
sunday was the most fun i had
last week.
went to vanessa's house for her birthday party
they played water bombs while i shoot
everything with rachels camera
ate spagetthi in an empty house.
drank & fagged
omg. i taught them how to fag
like wot the fook.
hmm who cares.
wahahahahaha i was super high that night,
whheee wheee. [:

MONDAY
Monday, went to meet aL & his cousin first
they went to play pool
while i used the computer for butch hunting &
emo boy hunting. myspace boys. HURHUR.
okay yup then meet syaz & diyanah
we went to youthpark to take a glance at danial.
it was SUPPOSE to be a glance.
but aL & his cousin & syaz HAD. just HADDDD
to scream out his name and point to me
roar. i felt like hiding under a stone. x)
PAISEH LAH.
ahaha then i chabot. cause i felt uberly paiseh.
hurhur. aL & his cousin left after that
and me syaz & diyanah went to bugis to meet
some guy working at esprit. HURHUR.
syaz is so shy luh LIKE ME!
lol in the end i had to like talk to the guy for syaz
and say "hi you know my friend syaz right she malu to talk to you"
then i walked away HURHUR.
after that encounter was suppose to meet another one of syaz friend.
some guy named farhan
but he didt turn up so yehhh
then danial smsed me asked if wantted to head home together.
so i decided what the heck might as well.
so yeahh! (: thats the story morning glory.

TODAY
today i slept throughout the morning.
watched stupid cooking shows cause my computer is
still here at outram not at tampines.
stupid dumbfuck
when i left the house to head here
danial smsed me and asked to take the same train towards tiong bahru
meet him and his friend fab (:
yup2 & i'm about to leave for taekwondo now
which i really DO NOT.
i repeat DO NOT. wish to go for.
but i havet been going for like 2 months.
& i suppose its better now or never.

PS. WHOEVER WANTS TO GO DRINKING WITH ME
& NICK TOMORROW. PLEASE SMS ME. <3
96808159
I AM NOT A FREGGIN SLUT.
just cause i put my number there.
i mearly want to drink :)
drinking is fun hurhurrrr <3
TOODLES.

saya cinta pada kamu ♥

Friday, November 17, 2006

hey people,
woke up at seven today
just to meet my mum at eight to watch
my brother at his school's graduation day thingy.
it was kindda crap,but hey i'll give the school some credit
after all they did a pretty good job renovating the school
within 2 years,
well enough of that. After nicholas's whole
prize giving thingy was done me & mummy went to bugis
to get my hair done and mummy's nails done
while nicholas head's out with his friend.

so i dyed my hair red and i'm loving it (:
the colour though, not too sure if my hair will remain
this way tomorrow morning though well, i'll just hope for the best.
mummy went to get a french manicure.
was kindda boring waiting for her. but heck
she waited for me while i did my hair so i just waited for her.

after she was done
i headed home with my lovly new shades on
and my hair woot. i felt so supiriour. ;D
still i've got some last minute packing to do.
tomorrow's the big move.
yay, i feel happy cause now cause
i can meet syaz, diyanah, vien,zul, brian vanessa, rachel, aL, fairuz, haiqal, khrish ,nicki, veronica everyday wahaha (:
well not everyday somedays. Hahaw.
but i am gonna miss a few people here back at outram ):
like cheyanne! i just meet her & now i'm leaving how sad.
and my bus stop morning peeps! :D
next year i'll be taking the mrt
no more morning gossip ya'll how depressing but no worries! (:

anyway i asked vien if he wantted to help out
he said he'll think about it
he might be asking willy.
brian offered to help too so yeahh
i guess the 3 of them might come together
if not none will come Hawhaw.

so yeah thats about it really (:
if any of you peeps wanna help
me, my brother & my dad out with the move
do sms me [:
<33 nikita will be very thankful hawhaw.
take care lovlies.

xxxo,
Nikita

saya cinta pada kamu ♥

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

haha i'm feeling oh so gay now,
why i also dunno roar.
gheysom.

SUNDAY :D
meet ezaty, umirah, dayang & jannah went to jalan raya

FUN SIA :D
but we didt get to go to ezaty's house & my house.
SEDIH NYE. tak pe okay ezaty next time ♥

TODAY :D
meet vien willy vanessa & brian

first followed vanessa to go buy sarah's present
then went to get my shades. YAY YAYY
nikita happy like dumbfuck sia
wahaha ghay.

AFTER THAT :D

vanessa went home,
willy vien me & brian went jamming
at first boring like hell sia.
then the last few mins at the ending fun :D
lol super fun sia at the end we played like 3 -4 good songs.

THEN:D

brian went home,
me willy & vien went vivocity
HAHA the both of them had fun playing in the water
vien took off his jeans & left his YELLOW boxers on.
woooots.
nice vien real nice.

AFTER THAT :D

bought my batteries for digicam.
STUPID DUMBFUCK SIA.
i just bought those motherfucking batteries
and they died so fast
didt take alot of pictures
OH WELL.
roar.

TOMORROW
roopan, desmond, prince & hopefully vanessa

gonna crash my house to play xbox.
fun but ive got a whee bit hickup
=_= i gotta pack my clothes
tmr for the move this saturday
BOO
looks like i wouldt be playing much xbox tmr.
anyway NIGHTS <3
Here are thy pictures <3

saya cinta pada kamu ♥

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

someone told me something
which sort of hurt me indirectly.
but when a second person said something simillar
to what the first person said.
i began to question myself.
i soon began asking a few of my closest friends
what they thought.
the nice one's tried their best to give honest yet nice opinions
and the honest one's gave me straight honesty,
which made me feel more like crap
seriously.
i'm going to starve myself.
and be like her. skinny
nice hair. flawless
but then again i dont want to lose
my identity but why do i suddenly feel.
like i have finally known the reasons to why boys use me
as a spare tire.
i dont want to hear of it
yet all they want the face the body they want the full package.
not just the personality sad to say

saya cinta pada kamu ♥

Saturday, November 11, 2006

oh god camps finally over
but i dont regreat any thing (:
i'm happy i went for camp i really needed
camp. i needed to be away from daddy
and the computer like seriously.

WELL :)
camp was just shioke la seriously
i had uberly fun with geraldine, elain, ezaty (minah), evangeline, rebecca & Fatimah
haha! the formal dinner was kindda cool (:
the chocolate cake was so 0_0 day dreamy haha!
on the last day elain & ezaty crashed me & geraldines room
we tried to sneek out but boo that was a failure.
miss sim! :D LOL i think me & geraldine were laughing our ass outs la.
so anyway we ended up chatting & gossipping :D

i really needed the camp
i needed to laugh more then to ponder over
WHAT IF.
and cry over unnessary things in life.
during the formal dinner the guest of honour said something.
haha that sortta gave me encouragement.

nothing is engraved in stone.
you can change your future.
and thats when i thought about it,
my life in sec 3 was a bundle of confussion
and next year i cannot afford to still be in this bundle of confussion
i have finally decided next year onwards
i am really going to balance out my time between
play & work.

it's going to be tough
cause i already know for a fact
that i have deproved tremendosly in my results.
and new distractions like my friends in tampines
once i move there might distract me from studying
but i have agreed that i will study and i will pass
my n's & my o's (:

roar. suddenly i feel so inspired to move on
in my life positivly ;D LOL.
I MUST BE THE GHEYEST PERSON NOW.

anyway thats all folks LONG LONG POST.
will post photo's once i get them TOODLES.

saya cinta pada kamu ♥

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

yesterday went to syaz's house
meet aL after that
fagged alot then went
to meet desmond & his gf
after his girl went
meet ropan & prince
then went for chalet
alot of drunkettes as usual
had gastric hurted alot
tried to fagg & drink my sorrows away
but no avail. & i promised ropan i'll stop
from today onwards
and i will. cause i will not dissapoint
my brothers (: desmond <3 prince <3 ropan <3
i felt asleep for 3hrs

& i swear throughout the entire day
there wast a time where i didt stop thinking
about our situation.
when i saw her all i saw was you.
why do i always feel like a spare tire most guys
use.. why...
right now i feel like sticks are my only friends
and i have to let them go.
wtf.

if i knew i'd feel this way
i'd have ignored you
and how you flirted with me
just to forget the pain you knew.
what about me.
its like you think i dont feel.
i wonder how it feels like
not feeling anything thats really true.

saya cinta pada kamu ♥

Sunday, November 05, 2006

fuck sia,
i hate sundays.
our conversations feel different
and i dont want it to end just here...
its funny for someone like me to
like someone this much
espacially if i really just got to know
them within a week but i really do not wish it to end
and my motherfucking emotions arnt much of a
help either.. anyway
went for gig with auji & his gf alex
it was nice
meet quite a few familiar myspace people there
meet zul like HAH! :)
Then saw kinnnn (she was a real good screamer for a girl)
then saw ahem ahem. alyssa
saw sophie that paperheart girl
haha cool huh...but then i needed a something bad
so meet aL & susu to get it
haha bought 2 new earings
bought casing yer...
then on the way home i was majourly emo..
walked around the whole neighbourhood before coming home
played with the neighbourhood cats
my mood swing was creeping in...
i felt so small fuck it.
came home fought with dad
cried non stop from 10.30 till now
11.42pm I hate you for making me always feel as though
the divorce between you and mummy was all my fucking fault
you should just get married to that bitch
and leave me alone
give me money for school and food
i'll survive your motherfucker.
i'll survive..
i dont care sia tmr i'm gonna drink my lifeaway and see
my life go up in flames.

saya cinta pada kamu ♥

Thursday, November 02, 2006

I NEED NEW SONGS IN MY PLAYLIST.
feel free to give me songs.

today woke up around 11 and played around with my new speaker :)
after i showed i ate a donut and used the computer
and i'm bored like dumbfuck.
made plans with syaz for besok rayaing (:
oh joy keke.

i was on some website and decided to type my name
in the website and this is what came out kindda hilarious really

NIKITA

- Nikita begins the film as a teenage delinquent and heroin addict who attempts to rob the pharmacy run by one of her fellow addict's parents. (great not only am i a heroin addict i'm a robber)

- This turns into a firefight with the local police in which her friends are killed. (NOOO. my friends are killed!)

- She then kills one of the policemen in an apparent act of nihilism or vengeance. (REVENGE BABY DIE DIE DIEEEE)

- She is tried and sentenced, then apparently executed. The execution is however a fake (all the drama aint it?)

- she has been officially buried and listed as deceased, but in reality is now in the custody of DGSE, the French equivalent of MI6. (like HUH???)

- Here she is given the stark choice of either working for them as a government assassin or being executed for real. (seesh like she has much choice..)

- After some resistance, she opts for the former, and eventually proves to be a talented operative (her induction mission, the elimination of foreign dignitaries in an expensive restaurant, is perhaps the best set-piece sequence of the film). (once again HUH???)

- In due course she is allowed to leave the training centre, and begins a new life in suburbia with her boyfriend, a man she meets working at the checkout of her local supermarket (played by Jean-Hughes Anglade, the male lead from Betty Blue). (i actually date a supermarket boy in this show?!)

- Her covert career as an assassin continues, until a mission to recover documents from a foreign embassy goes spectacularly wrong. (HAHA why am i not surprised)

HAHA okay yeah so thats the movie NIKITA go watch it. =_=

YAY sorry if nikita is abit screwlose today... once again YAY

xxxo,
Nikita

saya cinta pada kamu ♥

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Today went to meet aL at orchard
got that hoodie i saw with anissa at forever21.
NICE SIA but if wear dont look emo uh.
but tak pe STILL NICE UH. gerek. :D

Then jalan2 at far east boring nothing nice..
went to heeren bought aL his birthday present (MCR'S latest album)
then went to bugis street nice sey that place...
its like the stuff there are super cheap

haha in the end i bought myself an ipod speaker.
NOT BAD SEY. $12 and its LOUD.
nice :D
okay nikita high about her new speakers. xD

Ummm then met aL's gf for the first time
CUTE SEY!!! :D they both look so cute together! haha!
from bugis we went to eunice's chalet in pasir ris
errr that was kindda stupid arh...
-_- but oh well it wast all bad. i get sticks & 4 nuggets & 2 peices of pizza. HAH like yay?
HAHAHAHA okok i really need to stop doing this -_-
ROAR. i hate doing it but i cant stop when i have nothing to do.
I'll help myself ahahaha. okok i'll shut up now.

After that went whitesands mac to eat dinner
abeh go home yay yay.
HAHA. i was hoping to see Dan online but
i think he's asleep. i miss him roar! [:
i think i shud sleep too its late haha!
NIGHTS peeps <3

xxxo,
Nikita

saya cinta pada kamu ♥