okay todays thursday.. i just got my time of the month explains all the pmsing i am in absolutly no mood to do anything and when i mean anything in seriously mean anything i dont feel like going for tkd i dont want to eat and i just wanna lay in bed. yesterday went to ndp was kindda cool but on the way back, starting emoing.. must be the pms i dont know yeah had a disagreement with someone, and today it seemed as though i dont know.. usually it takes alot of guts for me to say sorry, ask maria. she knows me best. but when i said sorry and it came back right back at me.. i dont know. i emo-ed all noon. oh heck. now i seriously, am in nooo mood for tkd. later.
its night now, and i'm feeling fucked up with my dad.. we just fought and here comes the hand on the face again. yeah so i'm crying my eyeballs out now i think i'm heading to bed now...