been a while since i've blogged anyway the bbq was fun. but it made me fucking angry after that argh I AM GONNA TYPE MY WHOLE. feelings here. okay dude, i know u still dont trust me. its superrr obvious. you sent the sms which was "supposedly" for rebecca dont know what the heck that was about but yeah here's the thing. the thing between me and marco. DUDE. it was HOW LONG AGO. come on i got over it. bout time u did. sorry if i sound harsh here but i seriously hate the fact that you keep talking shit behind myback and making me feel like a whore. i aint like that and you know it. stop making it seem as though i'm like that. secondly, dude i dont like your crush. heck. he's skinny. whatever la. if u so scared i'd "steal" him from u then get a good hold of him. I MEAN WHO KNOWS RIGHT I MEAN NIKITA'S THE SLUT IN THIS WHOLE THING. she steals boyfriends and she steals crushes. secondly ya i've got a crush on your best friend dude. its a crush it happens. anyway i didt sms him first. he smsed me. so yah. he smsed me not me sms him SO YA MAN. ARGH STOP TALKING SHIT BEHIND ME. CAUSE I REALLLLLYYYYYYY BADDDDDLLYYYYY WANT THINGS TO BE LIKE BEFORE I TAUGHT WE HAD IT GOING WHY THE FUCK DID U HAVE TO RUIN IT ALL AGAIN WITH THE STUPID MARCO AND ME THING. DUDE. I'M NOT OUT TO STEAL ANYONES CRUSH OR ANYONE'S BEST FRIEND. and next time if u really dont like me. tell me..dont let me have my hopes so way up high just to let it crash like that.
