THE BOY&GIRL ♥


HER
Nikita de souza
Turning sixteen
Red & black
Music is important to me
I believe in unicorns
& I love ally baby.

WISHLIST
repierce snakebites
PINK PSP
UNICORN TEE
POLORIDE CAMERA
ACTIONSAMPLER CAMERA
webcam for mac
new handphone
BAPE SHOES
new flats
girl boxers


GOSSIP




PLAYLIST


GOODBYE

x. Rachel
x. Vanessa
x. Evangeline
x. Maria
x. Sasha
x. Audrey Tan
x. Nick
x. Madee
x. Dorcas
x. Ng Min
x. Tricia Yeo
x. Helen
x. Syq
x. Judy Tan
x. Shiqin
x. Faris
x. Prince
x. Phy
x. Tia
x. Nicki
x. Diyanah
x. Audreywong
x. Akim
x. Venetia
x. aL
x. Ath
x. Nita
x. Ash
x. Dan
x. Syaz
x. Watt
x. Marlina
x. Natt
x. Vien
x. Zea
x. Fyra
x. Bart
x. Kak lin
x. Nikita`s friendster
x. Nikita`s myspace
x. complainabouteverything
x. DAISHO DISCREET
x. PBCLG`s myspace
x. Cohrod syndrome myspace grp
x. Pukiwarriors


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Tuesday, May 30, 2006



hey peeps today was kindda whackie hahars
firstly went to school to go and do the leadership camp thingy
haha it wast as bad as i taught i'd be? :)
yeah umm then went to town with rebecca evan and maria
err first slacked at BK. discussed about bazzar thingy
errr then things got boring
so we went to PS to play games there ahahaha me and rebecca
are nutcases. we wasted like ten dollars each just by playing games!?
darnnn.
ahaha then seven we walked back to cini to see.
PAUL :D argh
i cant stand it. he's such a hottie.
bwahaha most people say he's weird.
BUT THATS WHAT MAKES HIM HOT!!!
ahaha then i went like all gaga over him.
rebecca won the sg idol bag looked kindda cool
darn. LOL.
oh well :) I STILL GOT MY HUG :D
hahas somehow i know i'm mean
but i hope he doest win :(
that way it'll be easier for me to get to know him
CHEY CHEY. i talk so big as though i'm really gonna
get to know him. BWAHAHA :D
okay lar so late already wanna crash to bed
hahas night anyway enjoy the few pics i took :)) chao!

Nikita


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Monday, May 29, 2006

Haha hey peeps okay today i woke up at, 10am pretty early.
went online for abit then desmond asked if wanna go out
so i decided what the heck i might as well.
if not i'd be like rotting here alone. AHAHA.
so meet him at douby ghaut then went to play pool.
AHAHA he's a pro sia. the ball look like so imposible to go in
but still managed to go in. HAHA mine aiyo yooo. dont even ask.
AHAHA after that went to jalan jalan all over town xD
went we were tired so we went to burger king at far east to sit
but never eat lar. ahaha then there was this bunch of ang mohs?
WAHHLAU. their drunk can!?
LOL. they were like doing POOL dance with the signboard then
they also disturbed one couple so poor thing lar. aiyo.
ang moh kids. their just too rich tsk tsk.
LOL. yeah then after that we went looking at shoes. ahaha
then i had a sudden craving for fried mars bar so i ate them
ahaha then errr...walked to cini to have dinner. LOL.
ate at long john then saw WATTANNA the joker.
he look look then i was like who's the fucker.
then EHH! DADDY! xD
ahaha errr after that...umm walk walk to plaza sing again
AHAHA one part me and desmond talking
not even paying attention then we crossed the road then
it was like RED LIGHT LAR. LOL.
then the car BEEEEEP BEEEEP
bwahahaha so funny.
paise lar but at the same time so funny.
then he drama mama sey..
NIKITA I SAVED YOUR LIFE.
ahahahahaha! :P
mad man okay lar thats all for today
argh i hate my dad.
and my brother is turning to an EMO BOY.
NO. I'M THE ONLY EMO KID IN THIS HOUSE.
SORRY KIDDO YOU CANT BE EMO YET :D
you fucking loved it.

Nikita


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Saturday, May 27, 2006

AHHithinkibrokehim.
andnowthatiknowitstrue
i'mbroken!
b00`
worsepartistodayiwaslikesodead
sodarnsleepywheniwastheone
whoaskedhimoutfirst
whatsortoffriendamilarrr.
ineedpainkillers.
whichwillyoupick
friendshiporsomethingmorethenthat?

Nikita


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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

haha let me just post somthing really funny that happen yesterday xD
i just need to say 3 words about yesterday LOL.
"NIKITA AND FRIEND"
i know you people dont understand la but personal joke
between me and evan darn hilarious xD
haha okay about today errr today okay lar
the SYF 2006 dance thingy
it was kindda fun :D wahh the sji guys really gay man.
haha but wahh!! LOL FAJAR SEC SCHOOL
PHEW YO. *melts*
they are so cute!! expasially the mats. xD
then mrs tan said something la she said
"handsome is one thing.. if they talk the same type of english as you is another thing"
LOL yeah man! the way i heared them talk phew yo.
english sure pass (yeah right)
LOL i'm so evil oh wells Mrs tan even had the cheek to say its okay the students are too young
let me take a look at the teachers :D
LOL cheeky leh that woman! haha okay la i gotta go now.
have tkd hmm lazyyy NOOO...
okay bye byeee laters! <3

Nikita MUST LOSE WEIGHT DAMMIT.


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Sunday, May 21, 2006





Haha today was hilarious :D
vien invited me to this gig thingy so i decided
hey heck la have nothing to do i'll just go haha!
shane came too hahas
then went there so hilarious!!! :D
firstly the music sucked BIG TIME
haha secondly they had only ONE fan to keep us cool
heck la! the room like suana! xD some more
the place is run down building underground bands sure pick
the weirdest places for their gigs haha!
and thirdly so many ahneneh's checking out all the girls there la
so ERRR. LOL even had one indian dude playing hide and seek with
the whold click hahaha! gilar sia.
yeah so we left early from the gig cause so hot there la!! :D
went to esplanade to slack with vien's friends and stuff took
so many freaking gay photo's xD its a gay world after all xD
yup hmm after that went home yeah thats about it haha
oh yeah check the pic's out
VIEN STEAL EM xD

Nikita


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Friday, May 19, 2006




hey peeps let me type about yesterday :D
yesterday was the most shiokest day of my life lah!
I was so darn relaxed and at calm!?
its like tanning on the rock with evan and rebecca is so darn nice!
we we're lying down listening to the same songs over and over again'
bwahaha so gay.
then after tanning took cab to taekwondo
then evan and rebecca saw me doing tkd so paiseh lar!
argh then sir kept on talking to rebecca wheather she wanna join
hehes so funny sak evangeline avoiding sir.
LOL then hmm after that we went to eat sushi for dinner
umm walk walk around bugis window shopping :)
hmm today morning was good
but in the middle part was so darn sian argh
so many problems come out like,
the classkey shit , test paper shit failed 2 papers s.s & fnn basterd sak
then hmm yeah you & her
143. dammit. NIKITA!!! *smacks*
okay nvm moment there by myself bwahaha
okay la anyway here's something for you lovely peeps
the photos! :D


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Tuesday, May 16, 2006



Haha man today maths paper1
die sia. confirm fail bwahaha
i left 6 blanks argh dammit dammit
haha nvm la anyway after paper went to hall
i wanted to play badminton but only hit the badminton cok
one time then they dont wanna play
WTF! xD so stupid hahas
then we decided to go to orchard
des and michelle and maria looking for bikini's la
hilarious so from the end of town to the middle of town
we walked looking for bikini's
hahaha passing by the shopping centers
taking free perfume samples LOL.
then went to play the new XBOX 360 NICE SIA
i played it until i became addicted to the car racing game!
Haha! :D my eyes HOOK onto the screen hehe
hilarious anyway at topshop right we found the computers there
so we used it then when we used it so funny la!!
we took so many pictures via the computer its darn hilarious la
dunno how to explain nvm next time when u're at topman
at town right u use the computer and use the photobooth
ITS DARN HILARIOUS we slack take pictures there almost one hour plus
gila gilar xD hehehe
anyway thats all for today yup will up load the picture tomorrow or tonight depends
when evan passes me the photoes
chao!

HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY VIEN TWINNIE :D
MUCH LOVED ALWAYS THERE FOR ME TO SMILE
TAKE CARE BTW DID U AND HER AHEM!? ;D

Nikita!


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Monday, May 15, 2006


hello peeps today geo paper
haiyo i confirm fail liaos
open paper see first question pengsan alamak!
what ish bearing shit shit thinking & thinking then i tot of a bear.
=_= omg!!! RAWRRR!!
Haha anyway after exams went plaza sing cause rebecca wanted to fix specticals
then we were suppose to meet michelle des eunice and kristel they all for lunch
BUT they wanted to eat at sake sushi OMG *faints* ladies ah
i not so rich lar..then eunice say she lend money but dun want lar..
so bad sak. so me evangeline and rebecca went to buy own hand sushi and bought bread to munch munch
we all so cute la we three sitting down like so poor and eat sushi and bread like picnic in shopping center
XD funny maria went to eat with them they all after we ate we walk walk around
then went bugis big mistake lar. hahhas but nvm okay not sho bad cause
evan crazy girl there xD she LOHAN FISH :D see picture we look so cute but i make the picture
until evan no more mouth and nose! alamak! LOL.
sorry evan! xD


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Sunday, May 14, 2006

been a while since i've blogged anyway the bbq was fun.
but it made me fucking angry after that
argh I AM GONNA TYPE MY WHOLE. feelings here.
okay dude, i know u still dont trust me.
its superrr obvious. you sent the sms which was "supposedly"
for rebecca dont know what the heck that was about but yeah
here's the thing. the thing between me and marco. DUDE. it was HOW LONG AGO.
come on i got over it. bout time u did. sorry if i sound harsh here
but i seriously hate the fact that you keep talking shit behind myback
and making me feel like a whore. i aint like that and you know it.
stop making it seem as though i'm like that.
secondly, dude i dont like your crush. heck. he's skinny.
whatever la. if u so scared i'd "steal" him from u then get a good hold of him.
I MEAN WHO KNOWS RIGHT I MEAN NIKITA'S THE SLUT IN THIS WHOLE THING.
she steals boyfriends and she steals crushes.
secondly ya i've got a crush on your best friend dude.
its a crush it happens. anyway i didt sms him first.
he smsed me. so yah. he smsed me not me sms him
SO YA MAN. ARGH STOP TALKING SHIT BEHIND ME.
CAUSE I REALLLLLYYYYYYY BADDDDDLLYYYYY
WANT THINGS TO BE LIKE BEFORE
I TAUGHT WE HAD IT GOING WHY THE FUCK DID U HAVE
TO RUIN IT ALL AGAIN WITH THE STUPID
MARCO AND ME THING. DUDE.
I'M NOT OUT TO STEAL ANYONES
CRUSH OR ANYONE'S BEST FRIEND.
and next time if u really dont like me.
tell me..dont let me have my hopes so way up high just
to let it crash like that.

Nikita.


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Sunday, May 07, 2006

this is for a special someone within me
if i am what i think is happening to me
i'd just like to say sorry to everyone
and that i never taught it woud be
and for the little one who will
see the new dont worry
i'll be here for you
and if your time here is not now
i will meet you somehow
and we'd be happy
for i will love you for eternity
you would not meet the other half
and you will ask me why
i will just smile and take a while
before you realise that everything falls apart
just wonder how'd it turn out in the end

yeah that was just some bullshit thing
argh sorry thats all for today i guess
and if i do make a mistake
i'm sorry please still love me.
and for you other half i hate you
and i will always hate you
dont act like you care
just stop it
leave me alone
i love you dd
and sorry you have someone like me


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hey peeps been a while since i've blogged anyway hmm on thursday was bio paper
SUPER EAZY LAR. wtf study so hard then the paper turn out like that
argh irritaiting hehhes then on friday malay paper aiya lets just say
NO HOPE :}
Hahaha went out on those two days kindda shioke
ahahahah gilar anyway kay lah gtg now
havet study for maths aiya that one also
BOLIAO HOPE :P
noooo hope sia.
btw ANYONE OUT THERE WILLING TO BUY FOR ME
FLESH IMP JACKET THE BROWN ONEEEEE TELL MEHH
XD i'll love you for life muuuahhh

Nikita


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