Wednesday, October 12, 2005
I just want to break down and cry.
i know i look physically fit and a strong girl.
but you people just dont know the real me.
thats not me when i smile.
thats just a fake.
thats not me when i laugh
its all just a fake
my life is a fake
i want to just drown into the deepest ocean on earth and die.
argh why cant you just leave me alone.
why do you pop in my mind each time
my taughts of you are happy and good ones
but when i hear about you from other people...
your sad pathetic and your a jackarse
you said once we've spilt we'd be friends.
but why are you doing this to me?
why cant you just let me live my life happily
why are you ruining my happy ending?
go away and stop spreading shit about us.
i've heard them from nicco.
just stop. argh you act so nice infront of me
but behind me you spit out horrid stuff
do i ever do that to you?
No. well then maybe i should
but i dont feel like it.
argh just back off.
get a life.
and i mean it dont go spreading stuff to people I DONT EVEN KNOW
they dont deserve to hear shit about us.
fuck off.
freaking idiot.
Nikita______________*
^_^ xiiaO_kiki
saya cinta pada kamu ♥
