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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

argh i'm pissed.

I'M ALWAYS FIGHTING WITH MY DAD.

lalala i just want the school day to be over and done.

just 2 more day TAHAN MUST TAHAN.

okay i'm lame today i saw hawt malay guys bahh

oh yeah! and i also baobeii u know from the show

protrait of home? OMG she damn sexy & chio lah

hahaha okay why today my blog entry like this ahh i donno

I HATE DADDY FOR CALLING ME TWO FACE UNFAIR

UNFAIR UNFAIR I WANNA GO ON A RIOT A STRIKE!

BOOOOO. HE SUCKS

nikita_________*
^_^ kiki

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Monday, October 24, 2005

All i can show to you all today is.
*Smile* :D
hehehe. i had fun with him hahaha.
:) i also had fun at maria's house for dinner
thanks maria's mum for dinner
very yummeh. hehehe.

Nikita__________*
^_^ kiki

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

Okay i just so cannot get people who think they are perrrrfect.
they think they so fucking high class is it?
i vomit blood all over the floor.
then they anyhow pick on ah lians treat them so low class
i'm not ah lian point number 1 i just happen to like their fashion sense & they way they act *examples of me liking ah lians fashion sense & acts is gwen Stefani & SHE'S NOT AH LIAN IS'T SHE.*
BUT. i have friends who are ah lians and there
is no reason why i shouldt be friends with them.
AND. just because their `AH LIANS & AH BENGS doest mean
their bad. its just that some of them get the wrong idea that ah lians smoke and do bad thingys. but then again AH LIAN is just a group society just like bimbo's, minahs, whites, punks, emo and the list continues!
WHATS HAPPENING WITH THE SINGAPOREAN TEENS MAN.
just because i'm mixing with ahlians doest mean i'm Ah lian hello
for example i'm malay and i mix with chinese doest mean i'll turn to chinese right!? SAME THING FOLLOWS.
bloody idiots who make fun of people.
think so high class... stupid.
sorry to those not GUILTY.
and i'm just angry with the way the mind of teens work nowadays.
think straight abit lah make sense.
and those who dunno what i fall into dont ching chai bo chai say...
i fall under punk & emo lah.
and damn fucking proud of it...
not happy then dont say.
Gundu's....

Nikita____________*
^_^ kiki

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

hiie everyone ((:
yesterday me and maria double date with Marco and Aj ^_^
andd it was like so... *smiiles*
yaya whatever okay we went to plaza singapura
aj bought me a bearrrr! :D CUTE. i bought him cookie. for our birthdayy
:( but my present not as sweet as his bahh.
then me and Aj watched transporter2 (a must see)
and maria and marco watched skeleton key (ahh action i hate scary movies)
Aj was such a gentelman lah!! xD
he bought everything?
movie ticket lahh..popcorn (which i was going to pay i swear!) and the drinks
:) soo sweet! haha
do u all know the show "chicken little" ?
the advert came out with the little chicken dancing there ahhhahahaha.
i laughed so loudly inside but i could hear aj sneekering :P
after the movie we walked around but i was really COLD.
so we went outside he took a smokie.
then we went to starbucks to sit haha but we didt order anything
we're so bad :P heck care. lalala.
we talked at starbucks for a while took a few photo's on his digi & myy phone
then! its like he noticed his belt and my belt we're the same! :D
haaa so cute de. identical belts. haaaa.
maria and marco stalked us! :o then they played hide and seek.
so me and aj we were like whoever finds the m&m couple get to beat the shit
outta whoever they one. muwahaha
i found them in the end under the tree so we bothered them we're evil.
we chatted for quite a while
then daddy called me asked me so many questions so i had to
go back home. boo hoo hoo.
so me and aj left the m&m couple and aj sent me back home :)
sweeeet again.
how do i rate Aj based on his gentelmen wayys?
100% lalala. not like some people...
okayy i gtg nowww. i Love the bear bear LOL. xD
buaiiz <3

Nikita__________________*
^_^ kiki

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Monday, October 17, 2005

heyys today got back two papers english and malay
yaya :) i passed both smiles.
today went losers house
i shall protect her name i even lied a few spaces here and there :)
so yeah it was a LONG walk from the mrt station to her housee
when we went there it was like so mad?
we were switching on the radio on full blast listening to songs that didt
make any sense we gambled money playing cards *grumble*
i lost. argh winner won the most NATURALLY bahhhh.
then we went to have dinner at her nearest shopping center
thennn!!!
:o he sawww meeeee!!!
gosh i never see him lahhh! :(
so wasted. bahhhh hahaha
he saw me deeee....
he said i looked sweet hahaha so nice de. :)
okayy lah i'll end here.
i have one last thing
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJ :)
and u taught i forgot ((:

Nikita_____________*
^_^ kiki

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

what the heck lah.
argh i didt say somthing
then someone said i said this something....
=.= not that i blame that someone
must have mistaken me.
and now this someone eles is angry with me.
x_x if ____fill in the blank___ damn angry ahh then die.
i dont want play that one anymore.
my ____fill in the blank___ life sucks.

i wanna get high.
=.= I NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE ME HIGH.
hmmm...i'm going to search the fridge.
DADDY SUCKS.
I HATE HIM.
HIS FATHER DIE THEN DIE LAH.
WHY MUST PULL ME IN
HIS FATHER GOT EVER HELP ME?
NO....WHEN I WAS IN NEED HELP ME?
NO SO WHY HE NEED MY HELP NOW!?
NEED HELP HELP HIMSELF LAH.
KNCCB.
argh. tomorrow getting results DADDY SUCKS U HEAR ME.

end`

Nikita___________________*
^_^ kiki (droped the xiiao.)

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

heyy everyone guess what kiki has slight fever.
i hope its dengue so i dont have to attend the bloody camp on 18.
yeah and kiki is developing symtoms of depression.
sniif.
haha today was science test.
not bad not bad at all (:
haix i think maria and rebecca and evan are concern about me.
=.=
but i dont know why i'm sad all of a sudden.
only happened after my birthday.
hmm. mummy said its got to be the fact that i'm a year older
i think its true.
lol today slept for 5 hrs wahhhh
shiioke lah.
i know its bad because never study whatever shit
but i just now studied for 4 hrs
i think 4hrs dnt more then enough hors.
anyway even when i study nothings in my brain.
so like to hell with that.
okay its official true
i'm getting mood swings
argh fucked up.
i get this mood swings at different times of the day
and its fustrating.
bloody hell.
argh can i just like see my future before it happens?
keep on thinking about the future. my future and bloody hell
i'm only fourteen. and i feel so fucking old....

Nikita___________________*
^_^ xiiaO_kiki

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

I just want to break down and cry.
i know i look physically fit and a strong girl.
but you people just dont know the real me.
thats not me when i smile.
thats just a fake.
thats not me when i laugh
its all just a fake
my life is a fake
i want to just drown into the deepest ocean on earth and die.
argh why cant you just leave me alone.
why do you pop in my mind each time
my taughts of you are happy and good ones
but when i hear about you from other people...
your sad pathetic and your a jackarse
you said once we've spilt we'd be friends.
but why are you doing this to me?
why cant you just let me live my life happily
why are you ruining my happy ending?
go away and stop spreading shit about us.
i've heard them from nicco.
just stop. argh you act so nice infront of me
but behind me you spit out horrid stuff
do i ever do that to you?
No. well then maybe i should
but i dont feel like it.
argh just back off.
get a life.
and i mean it dont go spreading stuff to people I DONT EVEN KNOW
they dont deserve to hear shit about us.
fuck off.
freaking idiot.

Nikita______________*
^_^ xiiaO_kiki

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Heyy today was geography exam wahlau i tell u ahhh i can smack mrs laous face lah! ehehehe kidding :)
but wah, alot of things she never teach us ahh come in exam conferm fail de.
aiya nvm TODAY MY BIRTHDAY
WHOOT

Happy birthday to meeee
Happy birthday to meeee
Happy birthday to nikitaaaaaa N karuna
Happy birthday to meeee

nvm :) i didt get no song neither did karuna so i sing myself and karuna one
yayaya i gave karuna birthday present and she gave me one also
haha eggy with message inside :)
i must wait till it hatches :(
so long like chicken hahaha
anywayy hmm

what did i get today arhh?
nothing much lah hahaha ACT KEKE
kidding kidding
=)
I received 2 hugs one from xuan ya and another from alex
I received 4 virtual hugs hahaha one from paro footy partner
another from leslie ahhh still crook. bad girl
azizul chocolate boy! :D
and lastly from nurliana :)
alright alex online now she just sang me a birthday song virtually
hahahs thanks lex!
around 15 smses about happy birthdays yayaya :)
2 phone calls :) one from darius :D NEVER FORGOT ME WAHAHA U ROCK
and another from tuition teach
ehehe and one miss call :( sleeping de. haha from umm.. hmmm :)
*speechless* :( haiix.
umm whateles umm yeah thats about it any the many wishes
from the rest hurhur thankiiew
Oh yeah and i got something eles special maria evan and rebecca know
haha but the rest of u nO need to KnOw :D
YAYAYA I LOVE MY BIRTHDAY

everyone have a nice...

ELEVENTH OCTOBER
THE OFFICAL DAY OF "NIKITA'S BIRTHDAY" DAY.
YAYA ELEVEN OCTOBER IS NIKITA'S BIRTHDAY DAY
REMEMBER NOTE DOWN ON YOUR CALENDER
:)
Okay GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW'S EXAM
OVER EXCITED NOW? WHY?
XD okokay i end byeeee
MISSES WANTS MORE PRESENTS :(
WHATEVER HAHAHAHA

Nikita___________________*
^_^ xiiaO_kiki

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

hiie excetly two more days to my birthday! :D LETS DO THE CONGGA!
Racha cha i'm insane kaiie just gonna type in what i've received so far for my birthday and who's wished happy birthdaiie to me Wahahaha insanity yet again!

Presents
1) 3230 phone (my pride and joy!)
2) teddy collectables! (4 in total 2 smalliies and 2 biggiies!)
3) some NTUC freebiies (you know those swensons disconts u get in the mail)
4) bluetooth (came with the phone)
5) colour printer (came with the phone as well)
6) mistery of music (Cd)

yeah those are what i've received already what i'm suppose to get from rachiie and vanessa is my parking lot pimp cd and another big teddy collectable!
those of you still clueless to what your gonna buy for me wahaha -thick skin-
here are a few options (kidding)!

Dear santa!
its not christmas i know but still...i wanted to make my wish list
some sort christmassy dont ask why...Haha i want the gorillaz collectables which cost $350 sing dollars (:
i would also love to receive more then a thousand dollars to spent on my new room. thank you santa.

love ,
kiki

HAHAHA okay i'm so insane.whatever lah =/
anyway yeah i so badly want the gorillaz thingy so does evan we like both freaked out when we saw the price *both faints on the floor*
hehe! so yeah this are the lovely people who wished me happy birthday they totally rawk!

1) ilyia (BAOBEI!) <3
2) evelyn! (Jie!) <3
3) griselda
4) paro (FOOTY PARTNER!) :D
5) fiona (BAOBEI!) <3
6) Ryan >:) mr.potato head.
7) stanly :) thankiiew
8) azizul :) chocolate dancing boy :P
9) Darius! NUTCRACK.

haha thankiiew this people <3 kiki loves you all very very very much
those i miss the name or never write your name I ALSO LOVE U VERY VERY MUCH wahaha :)
buaiiz *muackiies*
wiish kiki luck for Lit exam :)

Nikita____________*
^_^ xiiaO_kiki

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Friday, October 07, 2005

heyys havet been blogging lately been busy studyiing.
just hope everything pays off it better! :/
haha anyway today just finished maths paper 2 wahh piiang damn fucking hard
argh. =x i wouldt be surprised if i failed. argh its so irritaiting i just dont get maths. =/ maths aint my kindda thing. bah Anyway guess what!?
I passed my malay wh00t. =]
how shocking is that like woah :)
tOday went out with evan and maria and rebecca fun =x
hee we went walking and walking we called it
"window shopping excerise"
hehehe so funny hors? so i bought a few stuff for my new room yayaya.
mummy decided to paint my new room light pink
cool. haha =x i'm gonna buy those big cardbox black in colour and
like put ALL my pictures my whole life there lah! :D
yaya this year is the best :D
i've like gotten three of the things i've wiished for so long yayaya.
(: anyway i've been thinking of changing my wear.
haha from all chick and kawaii to Yet kawaii but punk.
so I decided to give it a new name its now offically known under
kiki's dictionary as punkwaii.
hahaha sounds so wrong but heck. ITS MY LIFE.
=X haha so harsh bah bah.
hmm i wonder what my friiends are gonna get me for my birthday
for those of you who forgot! >:(
ITS ON ELEVEN OCTOBER NOT TO LATE TO GO GRAB SOMETHING FOR ME ;
:D -THICK SKIN-
but seriously. maria's been whispering to rebecca XD
DONT THINK I HAVET NOTICED WHAHA
=X kaie i'll zip it i gtg nOw i wanna do other stuff like plan my bedroom
haha byee people. ehh YOU OTHER PEOPLE ON MY LINK LIKE GO UPDATE!
HAHA so boriing. =x

Nikita_________*
^_^ xiiaO_kiki

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Ahaha guess what's in my hand...
YEAH BABY! MY NEW 3230 PHONE like gosh!?!!
i'm sooooo in love with it my bf!
my 3230 is my bf official bf wh00t.
whaha ((:
and iylia is my gf wh00tiies.
haha ((: I lOVE IYLIA whaha okay i'm not les.
perverts.
whaha okay anyway i think me and maria's dream is like so gonna happen?
YAYAYA omg cannot wait!?
cant type out my dream to secreative ;)
anyway today had malay i think i'll get full marks for peribahasa,
YEAH :)) this friday have maths 2 woah that would be a load off for sure!
today gonna have tuition from 5pm to 9 with only dinner break inbetween
HOW EVIL. but nevermind i need it. dammit.
okay i'll end here i just wanna fall in love with my bf all over again WHAHA
I LOVE MY 3230 PHONE! <3
THANK U DADDY

COUNTDOWN TO MY BIRTHDAY -Seven days!

Nikita______*
^_^ xiiaO_kiki

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