Saturday, September 10, 2005
hiie everyone i was like watching mtv just now then the song thousand miles from vanessa carlton came up and i started listening to the lyrics i mean usually i enjoy a song because of the beat and the lead guitarist but..this song hmm haha had something reminded me of something. take a look at the lyric i taught somehow had some meaning to me. :)
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
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haha yeah so depressing i shall end here with another song i taught was quite cool :D
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
The scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
The scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You should've never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourselfI can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
The scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel (x2)
Ha i taught that is some Good song writing yeah so anyway yesterday i went to see my grandpa. a guy i've never meet once. yesterday was my first time i meet him its weird. cause he's on the hospital bed and i'm just staring into his deep sad eyes. i know he's guilty of what he did to fat grandma. but then. i cant help myself but to feel slighty sorry for this man. so daddy asked me to touch his hand they felt really soft. he's got cataract eyes the nurse said he's got just a few good weeks before he goes to heaven. so last night it was weird i mean. i hated this man before why? i dont know why, but there's this weird feeling all over me that he's still my grandpa. i wrote a song for him but i'm not going to give it to him just yet maybe when he's closed his eyes tight i'll pass it to him and maybe ask daddy to leave it in his grave.
Dont look beautiful when your about to die
you dont look beautiful when your about to die
no oh no no
just shut those eyes tight
dont feel the pain
dry those tears
i'm bout to leave you with these fears
oh dont leave me
dont go just yet
i havet found out more about you
or your past granddad
i know we've got lots to catch up on
but i feel
time's shorter when your on
in bed.
yeah its sort of incomplete you gotta sing it with soul haha :) its nice actually ONE of my best wriiten songs haha but i still think forever more is my fav written song u guys can see it its in my tag :) gtg eat now lahs then later when i come back i'm gonna find a really NICE skin :D i dun like my skin nOw bleh buaiiz :D
Nikita
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