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Friday, September 30, 2005

Hiie! hurhur today went to church for some mass thingy but because i'm not christian i had to sit with the other non cats lah.
so CRAMP can? they gave us one bloody small CHILDRENS room. not that i'm complaining or anything but come on lah more that 30 students all want to squezz into one small room. make no sense right.
haiz. then after that ah me jannah and ezaty kana squash behind the door WHERE THE BLOODY AIR CONDITION WAS!
ok lah at first we all panas shioke at first ah
wahh kau then later started becoming colder and colder.
THEN! we all cannot feel our fingers anymore lah! kana numb
LOL. we were like starting to feel high? (aircon too cold de)
then its like we kept on high-fiving and it always missed?
HAHAHAHA weirdo's
then after mass and all we walk back to school started to rain haha not fun.
then came back to school had one hour recess wahhhh lagi shioke lah!
x) then geo lessons. hmm ok lah not so fun.
then...after school decided go town go makan.
we eat at Bk. nice ah aiya later sure grow fat. die lah.
HAHA. kaie then after that we go stun go to hereen
go there we saw u know who or not?
BABY KIM!
WAH KAU. she like damn popular in friendster lah.
haha evan spotted her first wahh she actually damn chio eh.
skinny sia. the tatoo not her's lors. bah i taught hers its her friends one.
i kana cheated. AHHAHA.
anyway we follow then dunno go where lors make no sense.
LOL. we were like stalkers.
WHAHAHAHAHA, insanity
so after that we took neoprint. haha quite nice :)
fun lah today. haha okay i end here i need to go mama house.
wheeeeee.funs. BTW CHECK OUT MY FRIENDSTER
SO ROCKS LAH. to me. not rock to you then u become rock lah. idiot sia.
buaiiz <3

Nikita_______*
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

AHH my fav prata shop closed down for life!
NO... i just found out . sad!
MY MEMORIES. wah wah wahhh dies.
aiya nothing is absorbing IN MY MIND.
and i have a freaking test tomorrow. darn. oh shit. i didt do my tuition hw.
Ahhh heck care lah. my lifes screwed exams is near and i have tuition on my BIRTHDAY. what the heck happened to the world. doest anyone care for kiki. anymore. my fourteenth birthday will stink.

Nikita_____*
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Hii tOday felt weird.
i felt like it was the day i was about to die!
ah so saddening. boo hoo hoo.
sniff anyway indian prata shop which is 24 hours not OPEN!
:O in shock.
its so dull no life. its raining. i miss smells of prata.
SAD.
lol. alright i will end here need to study for science
YAY passed my last science test hurra. :))
-Smiles-
Jannah dont PINCH ME!
hehe.OFFICAL NEW NICKNAME! xiiaO_kiki. or for those
hiigh classed peeps just kiki. buaiiz

Nikita______*
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

harlow.people long long time never post esther complaining already fine lahs lol hmm have alot to say actually on monday was my english exams. wh00t it was ok-ok but i have a feeling i sucked for the compo part.
Like darn.
argh.anyway continuing
last week i had dental LOL. tell you WHOLE story.
that day after school maria,rebecca,evangeline and me together-gether when to the dental place near outram there. we went there then hungry. so we go seven eleven buy food and eat eat then we so kaisu. so damn weird ahaha then later we were like fighting about the lift something that has to do with the basment it was like super weird!?
LOL. yar then when we finally entered the dental place we had to get a number.
so we're all fighting to get the first number so that we would't be last.
HAHA but i WON hurra. i went first but i came out third boohoohoo.
so anyway when it was my turn to go inside i was like searching for the bloody counter four when i finally found it i found out that my dental people were all trainers AHHH. TRAINERS ARE HORRIBLE.!!?!?
so yeah anyway i had one male trainer and one female trainer.
i sat down and stuff and it was like eveything was okay.
then they asked me to open my mouth and say AHHHH.
so i did. and i was like "ahhh..."
HAHAHA. okay insanity then the male trainer was telling the female trainer bad stuff but the female was telling him the good stuff. and i was like just ALL CONFUSED. so the female trainer then took out something like this sharp pokey thingy and poked my gums and i was like screaming. okay not out loud but IN MY MIND i heard screams. LOL. so yeah and i was like HOLY SHIT OUCH OUCH OUCH!?!?! argh fustrating. okay i'll cut short here rest part here sucks. so yeah ANYWAY. lol. when i was done trainer taught me how to brush my teeth. LIKE HELLO. I ALREADY KNOW DOH.
BAH. bloody nene.
Okay moving on to last friday! :)
last friday went to meet pink and his friends after school woahs lub lub it man!
i mean they showed us the way they danced so totally coOl! :D
they danced to helena and they used umbrella's their just so...flexible!
:D maria,rebecca,evan and me were like extra's there. we were the audiance.
there were some other dancers but they we're either KEKE. bald. or plain weird.
oh yeah! there was also guys practicing their sword skills like COOLIES.
we need men like that one day if japans starts invading singapore again these men can save us with their skills muwhaha.
insanity.argh i really dont want to say anyway again but then...i have to SO...
ANYWAY. i'm searching for a new hairstyle. Bah. someone give me some ideas please. :))
aiya i shall end here lah i berry the lazy to type. wanna sleep. zzz.
buaiiz
oh yeah i hab a new nick name. yay given by Aj.
i like it X)
wahaha tell me if i shuld stick to the new one or the old one kaiies

Cookiie monster -OLD
Kiki-New

hurhur kaiie gtg buaiiz <3
much luved

Nikita___*
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Monday, September 19, 2005

*A* IS HOT. LIKE OMG. evan and me are like so IN LOVE WITH HIM. kaiie lesson over buaiiz...LAMENESS.WAHAHAHA. Dont say his name. later
one day he see. WAH PIANG bad luck. damn SWEI. LOL.

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Ahh. i'm evil. absolutly just plain evil. ahh i dunno why lah. LOL. i just know i'm evil. kaiie. i'll shuddup. on thursday was the march of the penguins show. HAAHA so CUTE. omg. baby penguins are the most adorable creatures in the world. it was think documentary thingy. at first we all didt want to sit at our own places but in the end. we just sat where we had to sit then esther didt get to sit with me HAHAHA. in yer FACE. =x kidding. anyway just nOw dear called me. short while Lol. very cute. he first call on his hp. then we talked like for.. 3mins then he said he wanna go up lift so put dOwn phone. then later he called again.on his hOuse phone then talk and talk then his mum said she wanna use phOne. heee. so i said nvm :) then put dOwn Haha. i'm insane. but he so funny. =x
hmmx i ask daddy just nOw about sumthiing he scold me.

Nikita: daddy can my friend come to teach me?

Daddy: No.

Nikita: why? teaching me! we're studying what!

Daddy: No nikita when i say no i mean no.

Nikita : *rolls eyes*

Daddy: DONT ROLL YOUR EYES AT ME.

Nikita: fine. *iin my heart* whatever.

Daddy:- -walks to the room-

Nikita: *rolls eyes once more and stroms to the computer*

Wahhh. sucks. nvm. haha I needa FIND A NEW BLOGSKIN. any recomendations? PLEASE GIVE. lol. :D kaiie i'll end here. oh yeah.
tell u something I FELL SO STRESSED CAUSE OF EXAMS?!?!
kaiie i'll end here.
buaiiz

Nikita

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

hiies haha i feel sick. bah i have been having the flue since monday lah sucks. nOw catching slight fever. :o haix but who cares Just now. when i went home there was this ang mo guy wahhh shioke lah he stand RIGHT BESIDE ME? lol. i was like omg. lol. he so good looking. but he was sort of like a violin player or...maybe a guitar player. styleo. ((: then morning ass. nithiya brought her brothers school year book wahh i stare and stare and stare at 2 ang mo guys in that guy first guys name was phillip then the other was elliot. nice worxs. ((:
during whole day in schools my eyes were half shut. about to close. zzz... siian.
then during maths remedial so fun haha. everyone wanted to go home fast so miss sim said whoever can finish blah blah so everyone competing. bah. my nose hurts! yesterday there was HUGE LIGHTING FLASHES. bah! SCARE ME LIKE SHIT. i was all alone :'( i was listening to the radio and whenever the radio dj said watch out....the lights went off! :'( Not liieing. bah. so scary. then the worst part was when i received this unknown number and no one spoke? i was like hello hello? continuesly BAH u know how freaking scary that was!!! so sad. anyway i berrer go. hurhur my daddy nagging.... :)
buaiiz

Nikita___*

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

ahh i love malay weddings. the guys are always hawt and sexy. there was this mix guy he was like sec 1 but he looked so...hawt? haha kak liza and kak noor showed me him and i was like...wahhh shiioke lah then the kompang players from the girls side also so handsum i love their hair heee. i just stare and stare
so i talked with saw just now he said he was going to have a chat with his friends see if i could join :D woah they'd maybe make me go through their auditions :l scary stuff last night also had long chat with nicco haha he's so funny lah. kaiie i gtg now because daddy is nagging like shit. i hate him lah bah.
bye

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

hiie everyone i was like watching mtv just now then the song thousand miles from vanessa carlton came up and i started listening to the lyrics i mean usually i enjoy a song because of the beat and the lead guitarist but..this song hmm haha had something reminded me of something. take a look at the lyric i taught somehow had some meaning to me. :)

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
---------------------------------------------------

haha yeah so depressing i shall end here with another song i taught was quite cool :D

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
The scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
The scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You should've never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourselfI can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
The scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel (x2)

Ha i taught that is some Good song writing yeah so anyway yesterday i went to see my grandpa. a guy i've never meet once. yesterday was my first time i meet him its weird. cause he's on the hospital bed and i'm just staring into his deep sad eyes. i know he's guilty of what he did to fat grandma. but then. i cant help myself but to feel slighty sorry for this man. so daddy asked me to touch his hand they felt really soft. he's got cataract eyes the nurse said he's got just a few good weeks before he goes to heaven. so last night it was weird i mean. i hated this man before why? i dont know why, but there's this weird feeling all over me that he's still my grandpa. i wrote a song for him but i'm not going to give it to him just yet maybe when he's closed his eyes tight i'll pass it to him and maybe ask daddy to leave it in his grave.

Dont look beautiful when your about to die

you dont look beautiful when your about to die
no oh no no
just shut those eyes tight
dont feel the pain
dry those tears
i'm bout to leave you with these fears

oh dont leave me
dont go just yet
i havet found out more about you
or your past granddad
i know we've got lots to catch up on
but i feel
time's shorter when your on
in bed.

yeah its sort of incomplete you gotta sing it with soul haha :) its nice actually ONE of my best wriiten songs haha but i still think forever more is my fav written song u guys can see it its in my tag :) gtg eat now lahs then later when i come back i'm gonna find a really NICE skin :D i dun like my skin nOw bleh buaiiz :D

Nikita

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Friday, September 09, 2005

hi :( today i just feel so...glum.
i feel sad for practically no reason its so...stupid bah. :'(
i miss someone? i dont really know.
I need a hug :(
I'M HAVING A BAD DAY... :( someone anyone.. give me a hug. i'm waiting. :'(
sadness.

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

hiies. been a long long tiime since i've updated my life haha
siighness. i'm just so so very bored. lifes so....plain? haha what happen to those times where i was mad? LOL. hmm suddenly i miss shenjin. hmms. so yeah he cant go to the moviies wiith me he's busy studyiing hiis exams (: i guess i'm fine with it going either with maria or with mummy and nicholas. a family. hurra.
hmms so bad luck i'm going to have to study hard EXTRA hard on my birthday! like how unfair is that? :'( sadness. siigh all ii wiish iis LOTS of presents to make me happy yayness. mummy said i can have a party wh00ts :) but i'm only inviting special people whahahaa. nolah. what only i invite all lahs i'm having it after collecting results. :) so if your results good and happy come my party! bad and lousy but you still happy ah heck COME MY PARTY wh00t :P haha but i need to prepare stuff and all.. (: but for now i guess gornna study DOUBLE hard ... :) just wanna make it to sec3 :) buaiiz for now

Nikita

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