I'm feeling lost. Its like...I've been knowing him for the longest of time.I don't want to leave him..Never did want to even think about we breaking....But i surpose not all things stay forever huh...so today sucked.as i predicted really...maybe i'm over sensitive you think? But farhan told me if i'm jealous its okay? Because it proves that i love him and that i want him to understand that i'm feeling jealous because i love him.But why do i feel that me being jealous is causing more trouble to our relationship? its so confusing...ShenJin told me maybe his sis wants him to break up with me because she thinks i'm of a diffrent race and stuff... so yeah...maybe the posh and the handsome wern't meant to be? But it did't seem like that in the beginning...So confused.... well anyway just wanna say Happy birthday Farhan sorry on your day had to listen to my shit...and Also like to say thanks ShenJin sorry for ruining your vacation your surpose to be enjoying your time :( not wiping tears from lil girls eyes...lol... well i've gotta get off the computer dennise's orders...damn... tomorrow's school guess now i can officially say 1]I'm broke 2] My friends hate me-[because of sum project thingy] 3] I've got tuition 6 times a week 4] I still can't find my ez-link 5] My relationships fucked... 6] My eyes are always fucked up red.... 7] The next time my card would get topped up by my mum is august and i already have $3 left 8] Have to fork out money for my handphone 9] My face is red because i just got slapped by my dad just now for skipping tuition... 10] My life sucks....
